A new look into myself

Abandoned chaos
Journal information: This journal is friends only. Mostly so I know who's here. It's pretty much guaranteed that if you post or ask I'll add you. I'm going to let you know right here that I'm not a super commenter. If I can't relate it just seems wrong for me to say much of anything. If you're talking about your favorite game and I've never played it what's the use of me saying anything? I'm not a hypocrite so I don't expect you to comment on every single one of my entries either. Comment or don't as you see fit. My journal is pretty laid back and I try to keep the emotional stuff out of this one for the most part. There will be times when it comes up but I don't expect you to read or comfort me if you don't want to. I try to keep a few goodies in here be it quizzes, a joke, quotes, recipes or just plain information on something interesting *at least to me*.

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A Prayer:

May our Ancestors and spirits
wish us health and peace.
May our crops grow tall and green,
and our nets return full when they
are cast into rich waters.
May deer breed and produce fat
twins who awnser our plea for meat.
May the ducks, geese, and turkeys
return to our waters, forests and fields.
May the sun bless our growing crops.
May the blessings of this life and the next fall upon us.
Father guide us, and Ancestors
hear our voice and protect us
from evil.

Random sayings:

There are worse things than getting a call for a wrong number at 4 AM. It could be a right number.

Think about this..., No one ever says "It's only a game" when his team is winning.

Do you realize that in about 40 years, we'll have thousands of old ladies running around with tattoos?

If you don't have a sense of humor, you probably don't have any sense at all.


Grey Street by Dave Matthews Band

Oh look at how she listens
She says nothing of what she thinks
She just goes stumbling through her memories
Staring out onto Grey Street

She thinks, “Hey,
How did I come to this?
I dream myself a thousand times around the world,
But I can’t get out of this place”

There’s an emptiness inside her
And she’d do anything to fill it in
But all the colors mix together - to grey
And it breaks her heart

How she wishes it was different
She prays to God most every night
Though she swears it doesn’t listen
There’s still a hope in her "HE" might

She says, “I pray
Oh, but they fall on deaf ears,
Am I supposed to take it on myself
To get out of this place?”

Oh there’s a loneliness inside her
And she’d do anything to fill it in
And though it’s red blood bleeding from her now
It feels like cold blue ice in her heart
When all the colors mix together to grey
And it breaks her heart

There's a stranger speaks outside her door
Says take what you can from your dreams
Make them as real as anything
It’d take the work out of the courage

She says, “Please
There’s a crazy man that's creeping outside my door,
I live on the corner of Grey Street
and the end of the world”

There’s an emptyness inside her
And she’d do anything to fill it in
And though it’s red blood bleeding from her now
It's more like cold blue ice in her heart
She feels like kicking out all the windows
And setting fire to this life
She could change everything about her using colors bold and bright
But all the colors mix together to grey
And it breaks her heart
It breaks her heart
To grey

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